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If anyone's seen my Zing hanging around, could you tell it that I miss it terribly and would like it back? I mean, I realize that I've scribbled nearly 180,000 words starring Ben in less than a year, and maybe I'm just exhausted by it, but I'd really like to finish this novel so it will stop eating my brain.
I didn't even open the fic doc yesterday. Nor have I opened it today. And yes, I know I still need to post a Weekly Word Count. I'll get to it. I poked the querything for the first novel (the Hubby had some excellent suggestions, which I gleefully incorporated), but it still reads like a dry laundry list rather than something that pops, y'know? "Show, don't tell" is hard when you're trying to condense something that took months of blood, sweat, and tears into its component parts, especially when you've got this many characters running around in it.
*sigh*
Why did this thing suddenly stop being interesting to me once I got Ben out of prison? Am I so frakked up that taking him apart is more fun than putting him back together?
I think it's entirely possible that I am.
I didn't even open the fic doc yesterday. Nor have I opened it today. And yes, I know I still need to post a Weekly Word Count. I'll get to it. I poked the querything for the first novel (the Hubby had some excellent suggestions, which I gleefully incorporated), but it still reads like a dry laundry list rather than something that pops, y'know? "Show, don't tell" is hard when you're trying to condense something that took months of blood, sweat, and tears into its component parts, especially when you've got this many characters running around in it.
*sigh*
Why did this thing suddenly stop being interesting to me once I got Ben out of prison? Am I so frakked up that taking him apart is more fun than putting him back together?
I think it's entirely possible that I am.
