Well. Is this thing on?
May. 11th, 2012 08:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So LJRP ate my brain and a good portion of my life for a really long time. And I met some terrific people and I've had a blast, but it wasn't good for me on a professional level, because all my creative juice was going into that instead of writing I could, you know, get paid for.
But. After a discussion with my main RP partner about how out-of-control this had gotten, I've cut back on the RP and am back on the writing horse again; I've completed another short story starring Ben that is not filled with angst and death, and I'm 10K words into a novelette that should come in around 15K if all goes as planned (HAH).
During the time I was RPing, I continued subbing my stuff, and there's nothing new on the acceptance front, although I seem to be getting a better class of rejections these days, even on my older stuff, so IDEK.
Also, I'm going to WorldCon in Chicago this year; I have my membership bought and the hotel room reserved, and roomies. So that'll be cool.
Anyone still here? Or has everybody migrated over to DW because of LJ's asshattery?
But. After a discussion with my main RP partner about how out-of-control this had gotten, I've cut back on the RP and am back on the writing horse again; I've completed another short story starring Ben that is not filled with angst and death, and I'm 10K words into a novelette that should come in around 15K if all goes as planned (HAH).
During the time I was RPing, I continued subbing my stuff, and there's nothing new on the acceptance front, although I seem to be getting a better class of rejections these days, even on my older stuff, so IDEK.
Also, I'm going to WorldCon in Chicago this year; I have my membership bought and the hotel room reserved, and roomies. So that'll be cool.
Anyone still here? Or has everybody migrated over to DW because of LJ's asshattery?
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Date: 2012-05-11 02:37 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-05-12 12:43 pm (UTC)But I'm still gainfully employed, housed (after a fashion) and I'm at least faced in the direction of improvement, so I'm grateful for what I have.
You dropped very suddenly off the radar, with no discernible warning. [Bad username or site: redxcrosse' @ livejournal.com] was asking me just the other day what had become of you, and I could only shrug. [She's just now left town for her LDAC “summer camp,” at which I would have had a blast at her age.]
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Date: 2012-05-12 03:56 pm (UTC)Yeah, I just found the roleplay eating all my time and energy. Nothing else interesting was happening in my life and no one really wants to read RP logs (especially ones that go on for 400 posts) except the people involved, so while I was very very busy on LJ over at SWS as
I eventually decided that it wasn't healthy, that the instant feedback I was getting felt good but it wasn't where I wanted to be. So I got together with my main RP buddy (who is awesome, and who has actually come down for an IRL visit because we click that way), and she and I decided to concentrate more on writing we can sell and cut way back on the RP. So, long story short, I'm back. We'll see how long it lasts.
I'm glad I had you to come back to.
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Date: 2012-05-13 04:12 pm (UTC)I'm VERY glad you're back. I haven't written beans since my writing buddy went away.
Now maybe I can get something accomplished. Maybe.
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Date: 2012-05-13 04:54 pm (UTC)Goal today: 2000 words.
Now. You. Go forth and write!
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Date: 2012-05-11 03:57 pm (UTC)I don't think anyone much has actualy gone to DW completely although a few people do double post.
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Date: 2012-05-11 04:06 pm (UTC)I know a lot of RPers moved wholesale over there after LJ borked the comment pages real good for their purposes. I still haven't decided if I'm going to renew my paid accounts or not, but I'm still here.
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Date: 2012-05-11 06:17 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-05-11 08:04 pm (UTC)...and I am just now figuring out that this "human interaction" thing on LJ is actually more difficult than RP. Go figure. *headdesk*
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Date: 2012-05-11 07:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-11 07:59 pm (UTC)So. I'm back. I think. I may even post a snippet tomorrow. \o/
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Date: 2012-05-12 05:06 am (UTC)I did create placeholder accounts over there for this, Ben, and my ex-demon; maybe a couple of others. I'll decide in June if I'm staying here or going there.
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Date: 2012-05-13 03:03 am (UTC)I got tired of LJ long long ago, but w/ the killing of the subject lines that broke many of the ways in which I used the site and the kingpin dude's ridiculously asshatted and rude declaration that he doesn't give a shit what the user-base *actually* wants/thinks, that was kind of it.
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Date: 2012-05-13 03:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-13 03:45 am (UTC)I'd think if you put a warning up front, the rest of the thread shouldn't matter... but that's just me and I'm not the SWS mod.
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Date: 2012-05-13 03:57 am (UTC)The one on DW says "Don't post anything that is considered PG-13 and higher as your story. This is an "open to all ages" comm, let's keep it family friendly." It also says that the LJ SWS is being imported to DW, so IDEK. I mean, PG-13 is too high a rating for a thread? I'm a little gobsmacked by that, but there it is.
Now... maybe they just mean the initial post, and then the rest of the RP can devolve from there. But if they want to keep it family-friendly, I'm sorry, this stuff with Ben and Guri is gritty and awful and I wouldn't want my kid reading it, TBH, partly because Ben drops a lot of f-bombs and partly because of the demons breaking his bones and carving up his Guardian like a Thanksgiving turkey in one recent, memorable thread. My other guy has gotten his wings torn off his back by demons. In graphic detail. Twice. I am not a good person.
So... here I stay. At least for now.
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Date: 2012-05-12 12:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-12 04:03 pm (UTC)The current thing is the "he won his soul and lost the war" story I've been wanting to write ever since I heard that lyric line, but just never had a plot to hang on. I'm hoping to finish it by June, and for it to be my WotF entry for this quarter. It is hard slogging, though.
I think that's part of the reason the RP captured me so completely for so long. RP, with the right partner, is easy and just flows off the keyboard because you're bouncing off another person right there and ideas beget ideas. Writing by yourself is lonely.
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Date: 2012-05-12 04:28 pm (UTC)Welcome back!
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Date: 2012-05-12 04:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-13 07:59 pm (UTC)I used to follow you on my old journal, which has since been demolished. I made this one, friended you because I still had hope, and never expected to hear from you again. You were always my main inspiration to keep writing and knocking words out no matter what. I'm really glad you still, like, exist and stuff.
Also, can't resist asking...have you SEEN the Avengers? My GOD.
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Date: 2012-05-13 08:04 pm (UTC)I HAVE SEEN IT TWICE. My expectations were ridiculously high--and it exceeded them in every way. Also, I found out yesterday that Shane Black is writing and directing IM3 and I can now die happy.
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Date: 2012-05-13 08:28 pm (UTC)I KNOW RIGHT. If Joss isn't on for Avengers 2 I don't know what I'll do. The Avengers has eaten my brain and I just stalk the fanfiction archives and write either bromance one-shots between Tony and Bruce, or angsty adventure backstories for Black Widow and Hawkeye. I regret nothing.
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Date: 2012-05-14 02:33 pm (UTC)I am a horrible person and I regret nothing.