I hate my brain.

[agilebrit]

It's evil.

Because it realized yesterday, that with the sort of time frame I'm dealing with here--what are they going to do with him during the full moon?

And I realized that they've got to have some sort of policy in place for that sort of thing--and that it would entail, more than likely, the wolf in question back on the table wrapped in wolfsbane with a needle in his arm harvesting a delicacy for them. And thus was born, yesterday, a scene in which the Lady!Vamp pleads with the Head!Vamp to not do that to Ben again, and a scene today in which she's had him off the table for about three weeks and now it's time for him to go back, temporarily.

Non-linear writer is non-linear. But I'm taking the scenes where I can get them.

Poor puppy.

Tomorrow is Snippet Saturday. Does anyone actually read those things?

Comments

[garnigal.livejournal.com]

I do read them. I need to make more of an effor to comment.

[agilebrit.livejournal.com]

:) Please do, comments are love.

[expectare.livejournal.com]

I do.

I wrote a torture scene--one, non-explicit one--and felt utterly horrible about it for a long time. you're writing an entire...book. I'm impressed and terrified. keep posting. :)

[agilebrit.livejournal.com]

Seriously, I'm shaking, writing a lot of this. Which means the scenes are either really good or I'm too damn invested. Maybe a bit of both. Torture scenes are nothing new for me; I've been hurting characters rather badly since 2003 or so, but this has been...really really difficult, emotionally, for me.

Maybe it would be easier if I actually knew how this ends. But I have no idea how he even comes back from this.