I hate my brain.
Jun. 14th, 2009 10:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
agilebritSo. The putative daily writing goal is 250 words. This is doable. Anyone should be able to do this. Since I've been keeping track in April, I've missed that daily goal once.
And I didn't miss it yesterday either. Tripled it, in fact.
However.
I'm at a mental place where I'm not happy unless I do a thousand words on each project per day. This is beyond NaNo pace, and a ridiculous goal to set, considering my life and how slowly I actually write. I'm setting myself up for failure on a monumental scale. AND I KNOW THIS.
And yet, I'm still disappointed with myself that I didn't hit it yesterday, even though I was at the seminar most of the day and then spent the rest of the evening with my actual family and still managed to triple the actual goal.
I should NOT be disappointed in the fact that I've only written 10,965 words this week.
I'm an idiot. *headdesks repeatedly*
And I didn't miss it yesterday either. Tripled it, in fact.
However.
I'm at a mental place where I'm not happy unless I do a thousand words on each project per day. This is beyond NaNo pace, and a ridiculous goal to set, considering my life and how slowly I actually write. I'm setting myself up for failure on a monumental scale. AND I KNOW THIS.
And yet, I'm still disappointed with myself that I didn't hit it yesterday, even though I was at the seminar most of the day and then spent the rest of the evening with my actual family and still managed to triple the actual goal.
I should NOT be disappointed in the fact that I've only written 10,965 words this week.
I'm an idiot. *headdesks repeatedly*
