Ah, the things we research for our writing.

[agilebrit]

Dissociative Identity Disorder. Obviously, I'm going to need more than just this article, and I've got some notes from a panel at LTUE as well, but...yeah.

Because this is failure on a massive, massive scale, which possibly who am I fooling, definitely piled yet another trauma on poor Ben's head. Which is not what I intended to do when I set out to write this scene, but that's for sure what happened. In spades.

Oh, god. The fact that I think the only possible way he comes out of this in any way functional is by calving off another personality to deal with it...

I'd drop an f-bomb here, but even that word is not enough for the sheer amount of horror I'm feeling right now.

*headdesk* *headdesk* *headdesk*

And please don't think I'm taking this lightly. I am so not. At all.

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[gates-end.livejournal.com]

Oh my gosh! Poor Ben.

*hugs*

[agilebrit.livejournal.com]

I hate my brain. There is something very very wrong with me.