agilebrit: (Tony: Actual Anteaters)
agilebrit ([personal profile] agilebrit) wrote2010-09-03 07:52 pm

And the RPing continues...

This is wild. Or maybe it's just me, being overly-invested. Hell if I know.

But you know that feeling you get in your chest when you're tremendously relieved by something? Like something was stopping you from taking a full breath and suddenly you can again?

I posted a thing yesterday, as Ben, wherein he basically wakes up, hogtied (I have no idea what the etiquette is on linking stuff like this, so I will refrain for now; it's not hard to find, really, if your LJ-fu is strong). And then I waited to see what would happen. Now, Ben's made friends with an honest-to-capital-G-God angel over there (which I may have mentioned). In fact, he went looking for trouble (and found it, clearly), because he was pissed on this guy's behalf and there was nothing he could actually do. In fact, Ben wasn't the only one pissed on his behalf. I was too.

So. Am I, personally, supposed to have an actual physical reaction of relief when this guy shows up to untie him? Because I did. Funny thing, someone else showed up too, in another thread, but it wasn't the same. And she showed up first.

I...just.

And the thing is, it's all improv. There's no collusion here, no actual collaboration; just a couple of people riffing from each other as fictional characters. I have no idea who the person is who's playing the angel dude, and they probably have no idea who I am (unless they've gone poking through my userpics where I credited myself as the icon maker, then came over here and put two and two together). It's ... just ...

What is this I don't even.